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i am soooooo deleting my blog soon....... too long nv update it alrdy....

"hey pei wen, u noe the dunman school is a very good school? I wish that........ "

The words just trails off as i felt a sharp pain in my heart as i remember what injustice they did to me when i was in Primary 6. It is really painful to go through the hurt that my sis who is not brighter then me is going to a better school then i am..........

I WAS happy for her... but on the other hand....... i could have entered a better sch that i am in now.........

The sentence that i have always been wanting to shout out when she talks to me about PSLE or Secondary schools is, "WHY DIDN"T U DO IT FOR ME WHEN I WAS IN PRI 6?"

Why start now?? After u had 3 children, 2 children going thru PSLE and only at ur 3rd child then u took action?!?!

Have u ever thought how bad of a parent are u? U even have the guts to talk to me about her secondary school?? have u ever thought of how i felt! huh?

i really can't tell u how hurt i am now........... forget it................... this whole blog entry is such a mess that i cant even understand it now....



But i just want to tell u......... u are such a failure as a ******

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How would u define a friend?

Is it measuring their Loyalty? MONEY?? HAPPY TIMES? Friendship? How they treat u? Or Knowing when u are upset and KNOWS What do they do when u are down?

REgrets, blame and shortsightness in what i do are now my only frustrations..........

Everything happens too fast to get a grasp of what u are doing. If only i knew what would happen if i had choosen this wrong path........ the path that does not have a U-turn.

IF only i knew............



What has went past me has been a blur and only an illusion.....

Not knowing what i have done.... i am stuck inside a dark hole that i could not pull myself out of it again.


My future is ruin.

U think that u are always F*SH*N* right! U think u noe everything right! then why are a human or a miserable small miser who always cause us to be miserable? u think u are the only one that faces stress, discomfort when working or even having to carry a heavy burden? i GUESS U HAVE TO THINK AGAIN U IDIOTIC PERSON!

Always thinking that u are the onli men/ or should i say woman who needs to face pressure at work??? always bringing home stress and burden to us?? u think that we are so easy to bully?? i really hate u sometimes! u are very unreasonable and unbelievably stupid person for being a senior project manager! u think u big shot is it? well u got to think again! wad u say isnt nessarily right ok! stop being a two-face stupid idiotic person in my life! all u do is act and act and act! i HATE U!

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haiya........ this blog is so dead................ thks for reminding me to update it swee har! ...
but... stilll........ i dun feel like typing any thing.... it seems like everything i said is worthless and boring and blah balh.... actually i am damn sick of tution!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stupid chinese tution!

arh forget it.... i wanna buck up and pull up my socks................... i am lacking behind... no motivation. i nid a life!!! how i wish i could travel around the world and be super brainy without studying.... ): i hate computer... it keeps on enticing me to use it for a bad cause such as playing games.... i am bored... bored bored....

then the mye coming too soon and too fast, i cant accept it!!!!!!!!!!!! TOO FAST i am so desperate to lock the computer up!! every time i wanna not use it... i have some sch hw to do then i used it for the whole day manz..... this is crazy macaronies.... D:

oh ya i got the chem test which was very tricky!!!! tricky tricky ms chong!!!!!!!!!!! so cute but yet so cunning to set this kind of hard hard and tricky test for us then say say can score one... ==

My life is full of lameness...... no sparks nor excitmentss.......


O GOSH.... i forgot there is NAFA>> i am so going to flunk it..... SADS>.... < sobbing..... i hate NAFA A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! espcially the super duper long run!!!!!! hate it to the extreme!!!! so sweaty, tired, hot, and all those uncomfortable things... i feel like forgoing it............:\


AND last of all my STUPID STUPID COSTUME FOR 30th anniversary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wa lao the stupid costunme the dress was like.... DUMB!!! and we look like hong baos!!!! walao and it is like so stuffy! it is the worst costume i have eva WORN!!!!!!! omg................................. hate it...

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Whoa.... why is so many ppl cancelling their blogs or changing their url??

and btw i got back my chem paper, phy paper, and ...... had my maths test! wa... todae the add maths test was quite good lor.. confirm my answer is corrct a not... :D hehe.....

so.... my phy and chem test was ok but! i still nid to study harder!!!!!!!!!!!! PPL ARE CATCHING UP!!!!!!!!

for trm, we got PE....hope it is smth fun instead of the dreadful hockey that injuried my leg!!!!
OH YA the cross country race was NOT fun and really tiring... so its a no no for me!!!!i hate running the full length.... really long and not fun.... D: sads man!

i must exercise ler................. getting really flabby and not fit these few months................ but have to time and motivation...so no thks! :D



i kinda not- like- co now................its so boring and not fun....... except making fun of juniors.. heheh!! :D:D:D

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chinese ah chinese when will u stop torturing me>>>?? ARH!!!!! i hate memorising chinese things EVERY SINGLE WEEK!!!!!!! i am so going to beng kui soon ler.... D:

i am now still thinking abt my chinese compo and words that i need to remember.... i hate it totally!!! i love it when i get A DAY OFF FROM IT!!!!


Now, abt sch...



WHY GOT SO MANY TEST DE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




wanna die liao...... too much test alrdy!!!!!!! i didnt noe that sec 3 was like 5x harder then sec2!!!!!!!!! man!!! it sucks growing up......;(


and then tok abt CO, wa yesterday damn shuang!!! no teacher to boss us around!!!!!!!! WOHOOOOO:D then we were like so qing song... and i tell u a secret! i nv bring home the cello that i AM suppose to.... HEHE..... :D and we left earlier!!!



so funny i tell u!!! when CO ended everybody is suppose to wait for everyone to finish then listen to the announcement then we are able to go.... but!! me and my accomplices went down early!! hehe.... becuz... shi juan told us the announcement early so that we could go down earlier!! hehe....!!! AND GUESS WAAD?? on the way to the bus stop i saw 11 co ppl alrdy outside!! ~~ even more evil and faster then us!!

i shall list them out now!!! hEHEHE


1. 3 dizi junior!!! (u noe who lar)
2. yimei... (who was the section leader of dizi...) tsk tsk!! haiz... bad example
3. a flute guy(suo na)
4. damien
5. the accomplice of damien(percussion)... i think damien ask him to go earlier one......
6. andrea
7. yuan ling
8.belinda
9. theother person i forgot ler... if i remember then i write down...

haha.. it was damn hilarious!!! and we tot we were bad...hehe... :))
ok thats it for todae.... hope i wun get such a bad scolding trm for my chinese...

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