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"hey pei wen, u noe the dunman school is a very good school? I wish that........ "
The words just trails off as i felt a sharp pain in my heart as i remember what injustice they did to me when i was in Primary 6. It is really painful to go through the hurt that my sis who is not brighter then me is going to a better school then i am..........
I WAS happy for her... but on the other hand....... i could have entered a better sch that i am in now.........
The sentence that i have always been wanting to shout out when she talks to me about PSLE or Secondary schools is, "WHY DIDN"T U DO IT FOR ME WHEN I WAS IN PRI 6?"
Why start now?? After u had 3 children, 2 children going thru PSLE and only at ur 3rd child then u took action?!?!
Have u ever thought how bad of a parent are u? U even have the guts to talk to me about her secondary school?? have u ever thought of how i felt! huh?
i really can't tell u how hurt i am now........... forget it................... this whole blog entry is such a mess that i cant even understand it now....
But i just want to tell u......... u are such a failure as a ******
Labels: ur smile makes me puke now......
How would u define a friend?
Is it measuring their Loyalty? MONEY?? HAPPY TIMES? Friendship? How they treat u? Or Knowing when u are upset and KNOWS What do they do when u are down?
REgrets, blame and shortsightness in what i do are now my only frustrations..........
Everything happens too fast to get a grasp of what u are doing. If only i knew what would happen if i had choosen this wrong path........ the path that does not have a U-turn.
IF only i knew............
What has went past me has been a blur and only an illusion.....
Not knowing what i have done.... i am stuck inside a dark hole that i could not pull myself out of it again.
My future is ruin.